newbie!
Posted at 03:04 PM

hmmm..i wonder how all this stuff works. i don't get it. i can't do anything cos i have no idea how all this commands actually work...
i'm gonna keep on working anyway

yay, i finally got to fix my bloggy
Posted at 03:30 PM


i'm sO glad i finally got to fix my site. *smiles proudly* hmmm...now what?

newayz i'm just gonna post a pic of fRiends or sUmthing...
sHe waNts to MoVe

brother wrang sister's neck - a site to behold
Posted at 03:57 PM

my brother probably wants to wring my neck by now. weLL, its all cos i started my own blog and he obviously doesn't want to share his internet connection with anyone (not even his sweet and puppy-dog-eyed sister aka me).i'm so proud of myself for being able to fix my blog in a few minutes *hehe*
anyways, i'm trying to think of anything interesting to say cos i'm no writer/journalist/blog-whore. camera-whore is more like it.
to start off, i have an exact week of vacation left and i better not screw up or else i'll regret it for the rest of the school year. i should do something productive like stare at the wall or sumthin. kiddin aside...i really should do something with my oh-so-boring life.lately though i've noticed that i'm becoming more techie (is there such a word?). i've been using all this computer program stuff that i don't even normally notice. newayz its good news cos i can make albums of my fRiends and stuff and they'll like it, then they'd probably treat me nicely or something. hell! all i've been talking about is crap! *haha*
man...our neighbor's been playing the drums for ages now. well at least he's becoming better at it or so i'd like to think.

oh yeah, moving on, about the name make-up junkie...hmmm... i thought immediately of it cos well, that's what i am. my whole life revolves around make-up and i'd probably die without it (okay, so i'm exaggerating a little here). i love make-up and to make me list all the make up that i want will just bore everyone so maybe i'll do it some other time. *smiles*
i just love all the smiley faces. they're so adorable.

WiSH list
Posted at 04:56 PM

gOod heavens!i'm so bored...and since i am bored to death i'm going to make a wishlist!

MY WISHLIST:
1. get in the faRking dean's list - *dang* i almost made it last semester...oh man... it was like i needed .5 to make it...*haha* oh well.
2. buy lotsa make up! (i want lotsa lip gunk, foundations, cheek pinchers, and funky eyeshadows -> which i won't ever even use)
3. to bond with my high school friends - i dunno why this sounds so unreachable, but it just is and that's sad.
4. DSL - so i can update often! haha. i have my own pc, but DSL would make life easier cos i wouldn't have to use my bro's pc (like right now) just to go online.
5. a whole bunch of fitted white tops! - i love white tops. they're so fresh and clean.
6. to have a good business this year aka earn money - anything will do (well, of course i don't wanna go to school selling smelly fish and meat products *haha*)
7. for my boo and i to last forever (?) - eek! i sound mushy.
8. gO to baguio - i miss baguio's cold weather. i also miss walking around looking for "treasure" (ukay ukay) haha
9. have a massage everyFRIGGINday - i don't think i have to explain this.
10. to get in sHape! - i want nicely toned arms, shapely calves, and to-die-for abs. i'm too lazy to go to the gym though...i'll try to work out this week. but only this week *haha*

hunger is taking its toll on me...
Posted at 06:34 PM

maaaaan...why's fRiendster so crappy lately?its like i posted something, it works, the next time i check it, it goes back to the old thing again.
anyways, i want some coffee crunch today.i also want cookies and cream from mocha blends...*sigh* i'm hungry. oh well.
we're watching The Day After Tomorrow in Eastwood later. hopefully, we'll eat in Jack's Loft and i'll order some dish that's written in Greek *haha* i love Jack's Loft. its sooo modern and i love the different rooms. my parents hate it though cos one time we ate there the Japanese rooms were the only ones left so we were forced to sit on the carpet - Japanese style. They absolutely hated it! They felt uncomfy. I, on the other hand, loved it like crazy so I sat there dRinking my iced tea on a huge bowl glass that resembled a fish bowl. *reminiscin'*
I'm probably going to UA&P tomorrow. I so have nothing to do. All I ever did the whole day was browse everyone's blogs and chat with my bestfriend. I can't believe I'm saying this again, but "I should do something productive."


the picture: mum & i at the parlor having nothing to do

On Finding Nemo and drinking gin
Posted at 12:16 AM

Just got back from Eastwood City. I swear I'm so tired and sleepy. We didn't even get to watch The Day After Tomorrow cos the next show was at 10:40pm and my brother has an orientation at 8:30am. So we changed our mind and thought of renting instead. Also, we ate in Tokyo Tokyo, but all because I begged them. I was craving for tempura and lots of california maki. I ended up eating the chicken yum yum mean, a whole lot of california maki, some beef meal, and soup. And my friends think I'm anorexic.
They're all watching Finding Nemo now and I can't believe I'm sitting here writing this instead of enjoying myself, watching the movie, and eating a whole bunch of junk food. Oh well, I'll watch later. From what I remember, the best parts come later. I think. *thinks*
*sigh* I can't believe L'Oreal Shine Delice in Strawberry Fool has already phased out... I didn't even get to buy one *cries* Anyway, it was one of those impulse buys that got away (which is good cos I won't have to regret spending my money on another lipstick that I will only use twice in my lifetime).
I miss my bestfriend and my highschool barkada (the ones in the 2:30 pm post picture). I wanna bond with them so badly. Its actually enough for me to be able to get them to have lunch with me or something and yet its so hard to do cos we have different schedules. Hopefully, when we graduate we'd have time to go out with each other ( ala Sex and the City)and go shopping, spend all our money, regret it, then never meet again. (okay I'm exaggerating again *haha* I swear I can't help it)
Waaah I wanna go to the spa! But my parents gave us the talk earlier and told us that we have to cut down our expenses. And I haven't even started spending! Goodbye spa, goodbye massages, goodbye gym, goodbye bobbi brown book! Farewell cruel world. Farking dRama queen *haha*

My friend told me that drinking is such a great way to have fun and go wild. I don't even drink. Its like I'm stuck in a world of water, coffee, and sodas. I told her though that if ever we do get the chance to bond I'll drink with them - vodka, gin, whatever. That is if we ever get to bond. If we don't then I guess I'll be Winston Lights girl and huff and puff my lungs away...

lex
mej
olive
maika

dRunks.

good morning. :)
Posted at 08:35 AM

Okay, I spent like an hour or so fixing my blog site and nothing came out of it. I can't see the pix I've posted cos the connection's not working well. I guess I'll have to restart the PC then. I'll do that a lil later though.

My brother went to UA&P and didn't go with him. My boo didn't text me so he probably doesn't want to meet up today or something. He (my boo) told me that he had to go to ADMU today to get some grade or something. Also, he wanted to drop by my school so he can fetch me and we can eat lunch somewhere or maybe catch a new flick. *sigh* Too bad, I wanted to watch The Day After Tomorrow with him. I want to see him and of course everything comes free when I'm with him - free good food, free movie pass, and even free fashion magazines when I'm lucky. *haha* He's such a sweetheart. Don't get me wrong, there are also days when its time for me to treat him and splurge for him. But its so sweet and adorable when he gives me stuff that I want.

*Oh great, now the smileys aren't working*

I'll come back to you later. I'll just restart this ungrateful thing.

jUnkfood for bReakfast
Posted at 09:13 AM

Oh! Its not working again. *dang* It worked a while ago - the pix, I mean.

Anyway, I watched FTV and saw this really pretty new model Mor K.. She's Israeli and I don't remember her last name. She's so lucky. I mean to get a big break like that and have your first editorial be featured in Italian Vogue and to walk the runways of Lanvin and Chanel. Cool.

The smiley was random. I swear, I have no idea what the smiley is. I hope its cute. *haha*

I'm eating Tortillos and Oishi Natural Potato Chips Plain Salted (which is my ultimate fave). I love breakfasts like this. It makes me think fastforward into the future, when I am a mom and I feed my children junk food for breakfast. Nice. Of course I wouldn't do that cos I love them and I'd want them to be healthy. They can go ahead and eat their veggies, but their mum shall forever eat chips and chocolate for breakfast. *haha*
Awww. I just found out that there's no more Pepsi Blue. Too bad. I wanted to go bad-breakfast all the way.
::: In the Tub by Ernie and Bert :::

kisapmata
Posted at 10:06 AM

Singing to Kisapmata by Rivermaya. I can't believe this song was ages ago. Those were the days. My skinny elementary days. The days when I had a sweet contagious smile.

Why can't we be kids forever anyway? I never said I wanted to grow up. All grown ups ever do is think and worry about life.
KISAPMATA

i know what I did last summer
Posted at 10:47 AM

What I've done so far in my one of two weeks vacation:
* bum
* make this bloggy that I'm so proud of (I think its cute)
* went to the derma to have my skin fixed (I had allergic reaction cos of my blush on and the blush brush - WTF?!)
* talk to my high school friends over the phone
* plan going out with them - which didn't push through
* eat
* eat
* eat
* dream about working out
* did taebo for a few days then quit (I'm probably going back again cos my lazy ass needs a work out)
* listen to thousands of MP3s
* let my thoughts wonder aka bum again
* wished that we'd head to Baguio for a much-needed vacation
* enrolled or is it enroled? *dang* who cares.
* read about a hundred magazines
* went to Eastwood City a whole lotta times and pigged out
* nothing

Good Heavens! I haven't done anything pretty exciting lately. Wait up I'm just gonna slash my wrists *gets knife*
Okayyy....that was farking retard.


LIST OF WHAT I SHOULD DO THIS WEEK:
work out a bit *hehe* just a bit
go wall climbing!
buy Bobbi Brown book as soon as possible
PaRtaaay
go swimming even if its pouring
watch lots of movies and finish my Sex and the City vcds
kill myself for ignoring the model agent (ADMATE - pia echauz and alexis abello)who scouted me last year in Greenhills!!! I was so busy with school last year that's why I refused to submit pictures and go to vtrs *buhuhu* now I'm bored to death
more taebo!
dance dance dance with no music *haha* with lots of jamaican stuff and hip hop of course!
turn back time and go back to the two bands who asked me to be their lead vocalist (both wanted a female vocalist cos they were all guys), then sing my heart out in both bands. again, i let farking opportunities get away. but then I don't really wanna be a singer.
watch lots of FTV and imitate the models by not eating for a month *haha*

Whew! I hope I get to accomplish everything (well except for the suicide part). My list is really easy.

So there. My brother's arriving in a few minutes and he's gonna take this PC and internet away. Well, coz this is his.

Adios for now!

hey hey
Posted at 12:30 PM


My life is rated PG-13.
What is your life rated?



Good Lord! I didn't I know I was this decent. I'm glad that though that my life need not be censored or anything.

on Devon Aoki
Posted at 01:09 PM

Doesn't she look hot here? She's another lucky model who made it even if she didn't meet the requirements [read: 5'9, 34-24-34]. She's only 5'5. Lucky model. And she even got to live with Kate Moss who I worship since birth.

Anyway, my brother's home and he's asleep. I'm lucky he didn't kick me out of his room. I've been using his PC for 6 straight hours. I've become a friggin' bum. Oh what the heck its my vacation anyway.

DEVON AOKI

Jennifer 8
Posted at 03:14 PM

I attempted to watch Jennifer 8. It was one of the flicks my mum and my bro rented last night. I've seen it before. I like suspense and investigative movies, but I don't know about this one. I'm so lazy to watch it but its probably cos I've seen it before and I wasn't like crazy about it or anything (cos if that's the case then I won't bother watching it again). Uma Thurman acts really well in Jennifer 8. In the movie, she's a blind woman who's a witness to a murder. I dunno if the term witness should even be used cos witness means to see and she's blind.
Nuff of that.

Our kid neighbor (whose probably not a kid anymore he's like 16, still I'm a older than him) is playing the drum again. This time there's like band or something cos I hear a not-so-good vocalist singing. The vocalist is actually out of tune. Urk. *cringes* Why do I have to endure his horrible singing? Oh yeah, I remember we're neighbors.

Okay, I'm sitting here with a blank face. I don't know what to write. Ciao for now!


: lotsa magazines!

let it Burn
Posted at 05:00 PM

singing BURN.

probably cos I'm bored to death.

nah.

it just happens to be a really, really nice song.

if you want the lyrics for BURN by Usher check my CONTENTS.

I know I made a mistake Now it's too late I know *he ain't comin back What I gotta do now To get my shorty back Man I don't know what I'm gonna do Without my boo

yes, i know. i'm crap today.
BURN by Usher

go away...
Posted at 10:54 PM

I'm a bit sad cos no one has really hugged me yet (hug me? comments). Also, most of my friends haven't visited this site yet and I made this for them.
*sigh*

help me out
Posted at 12:13 AM

Hey, it seemed like ages for me to get my hands on my bloggy. All I ever did the whole time was fix my blog that I forgot the most essential part - writing!
Anyway, as I said in my previos post, I do feel a bit sad cos I made this blog for a reason and that is to connect with my friends here, as well as to share my thoughts with other bloggers. And that hasn't really happened yet. Too bad.

Moving on. I'm hopefully gonna do something really fun this vacation. I'm so farking excited! Thing is, we disregarded the idea of going to subic, corregidor, and baguio for something we (my family) all love to do...

Anyway, bye for now. I want my bro to get his hands on his own PC. *haha*
Sex and the City - Candace Bushnell Stop the Rock - Apollo

stupid reasons why I blog ♥
Posted at 09:32 AM

Here I am again. Its so early in the morning. I can't believe I wake up real early just to be able to type. Actually, I still feel a bit wuzzy cos I just woke up and I immediately went online to blog. Man, am I addicted or what? Guess its cos I also enjoy writing and rambling. Diaries are a bit difficult cos since I have lots to say it gets really tiring to write, but then they're more private and elegant.
Since I'm not busy I'm gonna give reasons why I blog.
1. I enjoy writing about everything - from a bad day to seeing a dead cockroach to drinking Pepsi Blue to proclaim that I'm singing Burn by Usher.
2. It's relatively easier to type that to write. (I can also type without peeking at the keyboard since I had Typing Class back in high school - tHanks Ms. Tampkin!) And I just have to add that: I didn't cheat that's why I learned. *haha*
3. I like to share my thoughts with everyone! - Earthings, I come in peace. Welcome to my blog. Please bear with me. I want to eat you for dinner. I mean I want to eat dinner with you.
4. My bestfriend, Kian, forced me to make a blog.
4. I'm bored to death.
5. I want an excuse to be able to get my hands on the internet. I'm evil. *haha*

So there! I have written my crappy thoughts on writing a blog. Cool huh? *haha*
Candace Bushnell's Sex and the City Tata Young's Sexy, Naughty, Bitchy

my heart is gross???!
Posted at 10:11 AM


Your Heart is Pink


What Color is Your Heart?
brought to you by Quizilla


funny...wtf.

blah!
Posted at 10:13 AM

nothing. just testing what color my user name is. blah! i'm farking brick red. tsk. i thought i'd be like pink or yellow. i'm bored. are you?

if you wanna do this yourself:

1. paste this in your journal
<*font color="yourusername"> <*b>yourusername<*/b> <*/font>

2.) (Eliminate the asterisks) ---> i dunno wtf this is for? i could've eliminated it myself but since i want you guys to suffer *kidding* you can do it yourself.

3.) See what color you are

schiZo!
Posted at 10:34 AM

Man, I just realized I'm so farking schizophrenic! One minute I'm sad, the next minute I'm friggin crazy! *haha* read my blogs and see for yourselves. If you don't want to read my crap, get the hell outta here! *kidding*
Its raining. I wonder why? Maybe the condensation, precipitation, and evaporation crap have pushed through that's why.

WTF?!

I feel weird now.

jealous
Posted at 01:53 PM

I have to admit, I got jealous when I read this other girl's blog. She saw an eclipse. Of course I've seen an eclipse before - I'm not blind yah know. *haha* I mean she wasn't lazy to leave it at that. She tried to appreciate the farking thang. I, on the other hand, have always wanted to see a meteor shower for the longest time. Everytime they announce it in the news and tell people that there'll be one in the wee hours of the morning, I can't help it, I fall asleep. *sigh* I swear, the first time I saw a falling star I freaked. I just thought it was the most beautiful thing (of course they come next to breathtaking beaches). I started wishing (like the ones in cartoons) and next thing I know its gone. There's even a point when I thought that meteors (or more mildly put, falling stars) will destroy earth. Sadly, that doesn't happen.
So there. I was finally able to release my hard feelings.

Whatever.

my PORN name
Posted at 02:42 PM

my porn name's

Ashlynn Knockers





haha.

just some thoughts.
Posted at 03:14 PM

I wanna watch Hannibal. I think its one of the best movies ever made.

Anyway I have to take a bath now. haha.

i held your hand through all of these years, but you still have all of me.
-My Immortal, Evanescence

gone :(
Posted at 09:26 AM

I can't believe I had karaoke last night. I felt so silly. It was 1am in the morning and I was singing my lungs out to songs I don't even know. But honestly? I was real sad last night. I wanted to die. Okay, so I just slightly wanted to die. *haha*
Anyhoo, someone I love so much feels so far apart from me lately. And I hate that feeling. I just want to hug ***. I wanna tell *** that I'm sorry and make all the bad things go away. I wanna tell *** that I rarely care about someone so much and *** really special. If ever you do get to read this, I'm so sorry.

What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my boo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return

-Burn by Usher

*i seriously need a hug now, and i don't mean a farking comment*
Burn

i likey survey!!
Posted at 09:55 AM

i stole it frm princess_booboo, who stole it from evan and evan stole this from lish and lish stole this frm her fwen aka lisa...
_________________________♥_____________________________

Bold the things that apply to you
01. I have a cell phone.
02. I'm obsessed with high heels.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I love dangly earrings.
06. I am a libra.
07. I love beer.
08. I'm obsessed with MAC.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in Italy for 2 months.
12. I spend money i don't have.
13. I'll be in college forever.
14. I've seen Jason Mraz 6 times.
15. I get annoyed easily.
16. I eventually want kids.
17. I love NSYNC.
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I am addicted to Disney
20. I am a person.
21. My first kiss was when I was 18. And it was in Rome.
22. I start film school in February.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I [dislike] girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. My dreams are bizzare.
27. One of my best friends is gay.
28. I have way too many purses.
29. I've seen Fight Club at least 45 times.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. I love Sex and the City.
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33. I [dislike with a passion] when people are late
34. I procrastinate.
35. I love winter
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I love to sleep.
38. I wish I were smarter.
39. I'm afraid of flying.
40. I [dislike with a STRONG passion] drama.
41. I am addicted to The O.C.
42. I love my hair.
43. I never fight with my parents.
44. I love the beach. - but there's a big difference in liking it and swimming in it.
45. I have never had the chicken pox.
46. I'm excited for the future.
47. I can't control my emotions.
48. I can't wait till New Year's.
49. I love the show 'Rich Girls'.
50. I love my friends.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure sometimes.
53. I have never broken a bone.
54. I [dislike] racist people.
55. I hate my computer.
56. I love guys that play the guitar saxaphone.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person.
59. I love to dance.
60. I love to sing.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous very easily.
63. I love cute underwear.
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I cry when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused.
66. I want to go to Greece.
67. I don't like hate to study for tests.
68. I love God.
69. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a horrible sense of direction.
71. I love high school.
72. I have a talent of sweet-talking my way out of things.
73. I'm a daddy's girl.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color pink.
76. I love to sew.
77. I have green eyes.
78. I love the Olsen Twins.
79. I played soccer for 14 years.
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I [strongly dislike] liars.
82. I like comfy sweatpants.
83. Paul Walker is my dream guy
84. I love the smell of asfault after it's rained.
85. I love my family.
86. I hate needles.
87. I am a perfectionist.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
89. I hate the feeling of failure.
90. I am still a virgin.
91. I would love to have my own fashion line.
92. I can be quite selfish.
93. I still act like a little kid.
94. Above all, I despise dishonesty.
95. I love pictures.
96. I love music.
97. I wish I were more motivated when it comes to school.
98. I love getting stuff in the mail.
99. I have problems letting go of people.
100. I hate the feeling of being alone.
101. i am addicted to paris hilton, kate moss, and devon aoki!!!

so there.

my sched next sem
Posted at 11:02 AM

my sched:
Mon/Thurs:
9-10.30 -> Rizal
12-1.30 -> Introduction to People Development
3-4.30 -> Modern Lit.
Tues/Fri:
10.30-12 -> Physics (urk)
12-1.30 -> Ethics
1.30-3 -> Calculus
4.30-6 -> Decision Analysis and Quantitiy Theory II
6-7.30 -> Applied and Integrated Studies
Wed:
1.30-4.30 -> Accounting

in your face
Posted at 11:56 AM

in your face karate!

things guys should know about girls:
1. That sometimes it doesn't really matter how a guy looks, it's the vibes that matters.
2. That most of the time, girls can't remember how a guy really looks like, just maybe his voice...or his eyes...or his smile.
3. That if you can make a girl laugh, you are "IN". Girls would rather spend their time laughing and talking to an ugly guy than bear with a non-interesting, pea-brained, humorless Baldwin.
4. That guys and girls can be just FRIENDS and not necessarily MORE than that. Sometimes guys are perceived only as friends and unwelcome lovers.
5. That it's not entirely easy for girls to reject guys.
6. And that it' the guy's fault when he's rejected.
7. That when a girl says "NO"; by golly, she MEANS it!
8. That girls don't really appreciate being called "babe" or "chio bu" or "chickababes" or "chicks" in their presence.
9. That it's not the girl's fault if she's not automatically perfect - meaning, so what if she's horizontally-challenged? READ: Fat!
10. That it's a fact of life that guys mature three years behind girls (hey, girls DO mature faster than guys do!)
11. That most of the time (actually ALL the time), girls appreciate it when guys act like gentlemen - like the opening-of-the-car-doors kind
*ahem ahem* well, i don't!
12. That certain girls are acutely aware when guys are teasing each other about certain girls (especially when those 'certain girls' are right there).
13. That when guys act like gays (as in joke around), girls get chills down their spines even if it's all fake.uy not really! aliw nga kapag ganun eh..
14. That the smell of sweat and Polo Sport combined isn't exactly considered "SEXY"
15. That it's really impolite to stare at girls no matter how sexy or skinny the girl is (hey, you don't see girls openly staring at guys!
There is such a word as SUBTLE!)
16. That it doesn't take 2 minutes for a girl to look beautiful - it takes a much longer period of time. (Admit it, don't you think it's worth the wait?)
17. That when girls act really bitchy, it's just one of those days...like a specific period of time in a month or she doesn't like u...
18. That when girls don't say anything when they're with guys, it doesn't mean that they don't know anything...or don't LISTEN.
19. That when guys talk, girls listen; and when girls talk, they expect the same amount of interest and attention.
20. That if a guy can turn off their emotions like faucets, well...girls CAN'T! this is SO true
21. That when guys say they'll call, they'd better!
22. That tardiness doesn't exactly make a good impression on girls.
23. That it's impossible for girls to go to the ladies' room alone; they have to go in little groups. (Now, don't ask why...they just have to.)
24. That smoking is tolerable, but continuous smoke being blown in your face isn't.
25. That guys dig their own graves when they make insensitive remarks about girls.
26. That when guys act like complete 'assholes', girls almost always end up forgiving them (it's what you call 'compassion') But forgiveness isn't easy you know, you have to go through that "down on bended knees" things.
27. That when girls text u sweet mushy quotes, they actually MEAN it. and you should know that i have sent you a THOUSAND of these..hahaha..exxage!
28. That maybe it's about time guys write
something about the things they wish gals knew.

A FEW TIPS:
1. It doesn't matter how expensive a present you get her, if she loves you, anything you give will be precious.
2. Women only go astray when they aren't getting enough of what they need from the fella back home, on the other hand, men will go astray anyway


Sex and the City

woooow...
Posted at 12:11 PM

woooow check this out.



oh man, this is pathetic. but what the heck! its uber cute anyway!



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toxic

how my KID will look like
Posted at 03:03 PM

if my baby were to be a boy, he'll most probably look like his daddy. *smiles*

I'm gonna perform!
Posted at 03:35 PM

Coach Weng, my voice instructor, called me today. She asked to to guest in their mall happening. Its a grand recital and she asked to me to sing/perform there. She also requested that I sing Inside by Monica cos she happens to not know the song before, and after I sang it it became one of her favorite songs of all time (that is according to her). I was once part of Pop Center for Music or was it Center for Pop Music. Anyhoo, I'm still contemplating about it.
I just remembered. Years ago, way back in high school I think, I won a gold medal for a Yamaha Grand Recital. Everyone hated me for it. *sob* It was because I only had around 6 sessions there and all my competetors were really good and have been taking voice lessons from about 2 to 6 years. They obviously wanted to wring my neck (?!). It wasn't like I wanted to win or anything. I just wanted to get over the recital cos I used to hate performing in front of a crowd or an audience. Now I'm craving for it. Still, I don't want to be a performer. The picture below is one of my pix from Center for Pop Music (or whatever you call it). Hmm... I think Nina and her brother, King, used to go there. *trivia: Nina & King-Local Celeb singers*
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Inside - Monica

pictUres ♥
Posted at 04:17 PM

I am now seriously regretting not showing up for my Physical Therapy treatment. My Physical Therapist probably wants to kill me by now, but then she doesn't have to! I'm actually dying now cos of pain. My upper back hurts like hell. I'll be Hunchback in no time!
Anyhoo, I saw this pic of me and my friends when I started searching for my recital pix.

so there.Its sooooo small! check out the gallery! I posted it there too! I'm a bit bored, nevertheless I'm still hyper. WOOOOHOOOO!
see?

the AWFUL TRUTH
Posted at 05:58 PM


THE AWFUL TRUTH

I'd rather die than...
Posted at 06:32 PM

Ack! Good Lord! I just realized that there are only 5 days left til the start of my classes. dreadful.
I have yet to accomplish my list of things to do this vacation. FArk fArk fARk. booooo to school!
TO DO LIST (again - I already posted this last monday "I know what I did last summer"):
* go wall climbing
* buy Bobbi Brown Teen Makeup book as soon as possible
* paRteeee
* finish SATC vcds
* do more taebo
* lose 2 lbs. *harhar* lazy ass chick!

that's it so far. Its easy, but I haven't accomplished a thang. I guess all I've done is watch FTV and envy the skinny models.

ackkkk! what do i do? *haha* I'm thinking of not buying the Bobbi Brown book, but the decision will come when I see it cos I might not be able to help myself and end up buying it anyway.
Sex and the City - which I haven't finished yet!

UNDER CONSTRUCTION
Posted at 10:01 PM

Finally, I have this bloggy all to myself again. mwahahaha *evil laugh* I'm thinkin' of renovating my bloggy. Make it into something unique and me. I dunno how yet. I wish I can still post often when classes begin. *sigh* And to think that its next week. bummer.


cigarettes smoked: none
sodas drank: 1 glass of Coke
magazines read/browsed: 7 in 30 minutes
current weight: 105lbs. (oh shit)

none.

arghh
Posted at 10:11 AM

I cannot believe I did not wake up at 7:30. I woke up at exactly 8:30 because of RJ's call. I swear, I woke up at my alarm, but I couldn't get up cos I felt too groggy from sleeping at 3am. Nuff of that.
Anyway, I was supposed to be in UAP by 10 (and its 10 now and I'm at home typing) cos I'm gonna meet up with friends and all. Now I'm late and I'm not wearing a skirt. I wanted to wear a skirt, but since nothing looks good on me I decided to wear a plain white top, pants, pink rubber slip ons, playboy bunny earrings, and diamond-ish watch. Gawd. I look like crap today. *sigh* I haven't even fixed myself yet. No make-up, no nothing. I haven't gotten my hair straightened yet (no I'm not curly-haired, I just want to keep those gawddamned frizzes away). My my, I'm not in a good mood today.
Better laugh it all off. *hahahaha*

Whatever.

blah blah blah
Posted at 11:33 AM

great. i'm here in coffee california in Pearl Drive wastin' my farkin money to use the internet when i have unlimited access at home. anyhoo, *** not here yet. i'm like typing and looking outside if he ever passes by. i'm bored. hmm. i've forgotten to say that i brought my pink jacket with me. my current fave. its satin and its a bomber jacket. i soooo love it.
i think *** here.
bye for now.
Because You Loved Me (no choice) *haha*

HAPPY DAY TODAY
Posted at 08:58 PM

I endured so many hardships just to be able to write this entry. Firstly, I had to fix my bloggy again (I posted pix of me in the gallery!) and reply to those who have commented me, tagged me, and added me as a friend. Then, I had to browse through everyone's bloggy because I got tempted (and I think a lot of people here are really interesting). I also had to endure blah-ness and had to stare at the computer screen for some time. And finally, when I thought I would have my entry to myself, the page just hung. Imagine, I had to go through all that pain just to write this blog.
Gawd, I am so weird. I wonder why you guys even bother to read. I can't even stand my pathetic, but nice (well, a bit) self. *hahaha*
Enuf of that crap.
Today was (was because I'm home now and I don't include my blah events at home) a good day. Its a secret though. I hope I never forget this day. Thanks to ***. *mwah* You deserve a big, sloppy kiss on your right cheek. *haha* Anyway, going back to my good day. I went to the mall today and forgot to buy my Bobbi Brown Teen Beauty book. bah! It doesn't matter anymore though cos today is a good day. *haha* (emphasizing on the "good") Also, I don't think I'll have enough time to enjoy that book. It probably would've been one of my fave books. *sigh* And I think books should be devoured.
I'm also glad that I got to eat a taco today. I've been craving for a Mexican taco for the past two weeks and I finally had it today. And its free! yipee! Hmmm... And i just have to add that I almost had the pink rubber slip ons in Nothing But Water, but I refused the offer. I hope I don't regret this. They resemble this kitten heel flip flop, but I already have this in hot pink (the pic is in fuchsia).


I think they look a lot more like this:

but the one in Nothing But Water has high heels.
Oh well.
Wow, check this out (pretty boots and they're on sale *excited*, only its in the States *aww*)


Okay, I lost my focus now. I just saw good stuff and I got excited. Going back to my good day again, it ended really well. The farewell, I mean.
So there. I'm dying to post this thing so you guys can check the pix out.

Lust List
Posted at 09:26 PM

This is my LUST LIST:
***wow i want this (secret) thingy . I wish my BOOBOO PiE would give me that. *haha* Nothing malicious or anything, I just think its adorable.
***this skiRt too!
***this will look pretty in my wrist
***i also like this top. its a bit plain, but its nice.
***ack! i need a cowboy hat. *haha* whatever. don't listen to me, am just ravin'.
*** this bandeau bikini top is sweet.

And more stuff...make-up.
***Lip gloss

*** Stila's sun collection

ack! there's just too many...

My Lifestyle
Posted at 10:14 AM

Hmmm I wonder why the pix aren't opening up. *thinks* Bah! Who cares. *haha* A few more days stil the start of my classes. I'm in 3rd year college taking up Business Management *gosh* I should've taken my bro's course which is Entrepreneurial Management (we attend the same University) cos that's the one I really want, but they don't admit girls there. Boo to Entrepreneurial Management! I checked my email earlier and guess what, a modeling agency (Ideal People Models Philippines, of course!) asked me to set an appointment with them. Yipee! Finally, I will have something better to do with my extra time (IF I get booked, which I hope for). Thing is though, my parents will kill me cos they were the ones who rejected the agent (Admate Agency) who scouted me in Greenhills last year. They (parents) are the hindrance to my earning of some moolah. Boo to them. *kidding* I still love them and they abso-fucking-lutely know what's best for me. *sob* I'm getting emotional here now. *haha* Just playin'. Gawd, I'm weird.

I'm still a bit sleepy. *rubs eyes* Ack! Why did I rub my eyes?! Rubbing eyes = crows feet. Waah!
*sigh* I was actually thinkin' of posting a pic to do a daily Wish List. But the pix just won't show.
another *sigh* I feel chubbier. *haha* Maybe posting what I've eaten the whole day can make me figure out why.
What I've eaten yesterday:
- soft taco (lots of cheese, beef, veggies) - yummmieee (I ate this breakfast/lunch of mine at 3pm)
- one oreo pack [dinner at 7]
- Adobo with rice (midnight snack which I ate a few minutes before bed)
*hihi* That really makes me seem unhealthy. I don't usually eat like this, but since I went out yesterday I didn't know how to fix my diet so that resulted in crappy eating. I just remembered, after I ate my delightful and heavy midnight snack, I immediately fell asleep. Bad girl.
Cigarettes smoked yesterday: 2 sticks of Winston Lights which tasted crappy. I was supposed to smoke Capri Strawberry, but since Capri takes too long to finish I went back to my usual.
Exercise I've done yesterday: Just strolling around the mall which I never tire from.
What I wore: (I already stated this yesterday before heading to school) Plain white top, super fitted denim pants, hot pink kitten heel rubber flip flops, diamond-ish watch, diamond-ish white sash (worn around the hips), and pink playboy bunny dangling earrings with diamonds. I love glittery stuff!
Tata.

_____________________________________________________♥_______________________________________________

The pix are here!
- nice angel and pearl earrings
- Indian-inspired chandelier earrings
- nice sunnies
- this'll look pretty on Phoebe,my booboopie's pomeranian
- nice tube dressthis'll make me look less skinny & it hugs all the right places
- nice, pink, stripes, lace.
- cute tube dress with a twist

all the stuff are from GIRLSHOP.COM
ex-girlfriend (no doubt)

b*tchin' around
Posted at 05:28 PM

To my friends who always TELL me to GAIN weight, I'm sorry, but this is the body that I want and this is how I want to look like:
I know you guys care (and you want me to be healthy and all), but I've had enough and I'm never going to be big-boned anyway. Just love me okay? *haha*
That's Patricia Silveira btw.

My Lifestyle Part 2
Posted at 10:57 AM

This is my last day of vacation. I dunno how to feel (try sadness). Anyhoo, since I'm going on a shopping spree later, hopefully, I'm a bit excited. I hope it pushes through. The only problem is mum & dad had to have overtime today (Sunday - boo) cos they have to finish the school construction today. I think its a nursery/kindergarten school and its really pretty. Mum's really good at designing even though her job is to be the Civil/Geodetic Engineer.
We're goin to G4 later I hope there's a sale (although I heard they already had a sale last week - that just farking sucks!).
I went to Makati yesterday and mum, dad, and I did some major grocery shopping. And they owe its being major because of me. I am such a pig. I put all the stuff that I want in the cart. And all these stuff always end up being junk food. I wonder why.
What I ate yesterday:
*Jollibee Apple Pie - My breakfast that I ate at 2pm
*Burger King Fillet O Fish which I ate at 5pm and that happens to be my lunch
*Choco Chip cookies with lots of chocolate stripes - yum! I ate the whole box
*Combos in cheese flavor - I ate a stupid big pack
*Mentos

So there. That was a tribute to my unhealthy day. *haha*
I wanna go shopping already. I know that I'm gonna end up buying lots of make-up and no clothes - which is already bothering me. I already have a list of make-up to buy which I got online. As for clothes - nada, none, zero. *haha* I'm contemplating on whether I should buy two blushes - one would be in cream and the other would be a powder blush. hmmm.
I'm gonna eat for now. Tata.
none! dude, its the last day of vacation

Farewell Tabulas?
Posted at 09:41 PM

I cannot believe and will not accept that this is my last night of vacation. *sigh* The shopping in G4 went well except, I did not do some major shopping. Which is a miracle. *ha!* I only bought 3 things - lip gloss (which I do not need), eye gloss (which I most certainly will never need), and a plain white fitted long sleeved white top (which my brother dislikes cos he thinks I look manang-ish in it, but which I adore cos I find it clean and flattering). Anyhoo, I think its sad if I bid my TABULAS JOURNAL goodbye cos my classes start tomorrow. Maybe I'll find time to blog every once in a while. Every weekend I suppose. I dunno. I have no plans yet and I'm not even sure if my classes will start tomorrow. The reason why I'm being so paranoid about going to school is that I took a full-load this sem. FULL LOAD=DEATH. I also took a whole lot of difficult subjects all at the same time which means suicide. Some of my friends have actually asked me if I'm intentionally killing myself that's why I do this. I reply with a blank look. They look disturbed.
Now, as I'm typing, I'm eating Chips Delight with lots of chocolate stripes. I wonder if this'll ever occur again. Maybe. Maybe not.

I'll only pass this way once, I better live it to the fullest.

make-up madness
Posted at 11:38 AM

I've been browsing this site VOGUE.com.au/forum for about two hours now and I'm learning a whole lot! The downside though is its foreign. Some of the brands they're talking about are only found in Australia. *sigh*
Its a nice site though and I recommend it to make-up junkies like me!

Of Talk Shows and of Make-up
Posted at 10:26 PM

I better make this a quick entry.

Today, I got to do my major make-up shopping spree. And believe me, I had loads of fun. Too bad I have to make this post quickly though cos I had a lot of make-up adventures. *haha*
Anyways here's a list of the stuff I bought:
* 1 foundation
* 2 lip glosses (of different brands)
* 2 blushers
* 2 containers for my petrolium jelly (which will serve as my make-up remover for mistakes)
* 1 lipstick
* 1 blush brush

So there. Its not much compared to others (because as you know I do not work yet and I don't have a way of getting much dough as of now), but I do have plans of buying again this week maybe more lippies, powders, and a good concealer. Yipee! I finally did my make-up shopping. I'm so happy.

Anyhoo, I just had to tell you that yesterday, when I went to G4 2 talent scouts approached me and asked me if I wanted to be a television host for this big-time channel (here in the Philippines there are two major television companies). They're still on a search so I thought why not. Its kinda cute...them approaching me like I'm some star. Okay, whatever. I'm beginning to sound weird again. Going back to my story, they asked for my number and gave me a form to fill. I didn't think it was a biggie. But this morning, as I was listening to the radio, I heard about a search for a host because they were making a new show for this channel. I was surprised to think that while other people have to line up, submit their forms, and all that hard stuff, the agents approach me and literally begged me (exagerrated) to give it a shot. Nice.
Just had to share that. Bro's gonna use his pc now.
Hey Ya

Blissful and Bored on the Same Day
Posted at 09:01 PM

Boy oh boy I'm so tired. Its not like we were given loads of assignments during the first day, but I'm still not used to sitting around listening to a professor the entire day. I'm gonna meet my professors for my monday/thursday class and I am not at all excited. Lately (*haha* I feel like I've been tired forever) I just wanna sit back and relax, not like its a new thing for me though *haha* I just wanna bum. Boohoo.
Anyhoo, I was majorly ecstatic this morning. While I was taking a bath and preparing myself for school someone special called. And believe me, I wanted to cry. I was so happy. I'm still happy now *haha* especially when thinking about it. So yeah, going back, that someone special who called was an agent from a modeling agency that I sooo badly wanted to take me under their wings. Yipee. Sure its fun to be taken in by several modeling agencies, but this one's different. And I hope I don't screw up.
That's my fantabulous story.
I went to Megamall earlier today with my friends Don and Chi. And I bought two extra foundations (because I fell in love with my new foundation and thought of buying stocks in case they discontinue producing it - I'll die if that happens), a Calculus notebook (which in my opinion is so glam), a Chalk magazine (cos I saw my friend in it and instantly bought it), and a Tropical Living book for my dad (read: expensive). I hope dad liked the book I gave him, he better, cos I know that's what he wants, but refuses to buy cos its so expensive. *haha* Now, I'm broke.
As for my school-ish stories. Well, I went to my Physics Lab class at 10:30, professor got in at 10:40, class ended at 10:50. Nice. Then I went to Megamall with Don and Chi, went back to school a little before 1 and went to my class which I thought was at 1, but was really at 1:30. So I ended up eating a donut with Don and Rj (Chi went home) in the cafeteria. I went to class at 1:30 and wanted to die of sleepiness and boredom. But I love my professor Doc Annie (who owns an accounting firm). She's so nice and I hope to have a good Accounting class with her (even though I'm staring at my shoes most of the time). After class, I met up with my bro and bought Ricecapades in Tocino then headed for Starbucks. And there he treated me for an uber-expensive milk drink that I refuse to buy for myself because for ONE: Its too expensive, TWO: I only drink coffe and eat cake and bread in Starbucks (or sleep on the couch), and THREE: their stuff makes me fat. I was so touched, but he was also touched cos I gave him the Chalk mag as a surprise gift *haha* (he likes Chalk mag cos its got lots of college-ish stuff and its also for guys). When I got home I gave my mum and dad my gift for them and made my mum cry a little cos she was so happy that I bought them something they refuse to buy for themselves. After that, they left again for work (at around 6pm) and I watched tv. A few hours after that I decided to visit my Tabulas...
Accounting book This Guy's In Love with You Pare

academic monster
Posted at 10:12 PM

Eeek! Its so hot outside today. I wonder if wearing a thick jacket in this hot weather can substitute as a sauna. *haha*
Anyhoo, today is a tiring day. My schedule for today is from 10:30am-7:30pm. Thing is, I have to get to school at 9:00am cos my brother has a class at that time. Urk. So I often find myself sitting there staring at the promenade desk. NAH! That'll most probably be NOT me. I'm always on the go. Always on the run. *haha* People often ask me why I'm always in such a hurry. Well, there's so much to do. I, myself, often wonder why some people can find time to sit around and lounge. Its probably cos I'm paranoid and I absofuckinglutely despise cramming. More often than not, I end up doing all my projects as soon as they are given. If not, I always find myself done with a project about a week or maybe just days before its due. Guess I use my paranoia to my advantage. *haha*
Nuff of that.
Oh...
I can't think of anything to say...or type. Gaaaah. What has school done to me?! I better do some make-up shopping again to get me back to my senses. *haha*

Awww. Since the school monster has eaten the original make-up junkie, let me bring her back...."earth to make-up junkie..."

This beaded bikini is soooo pretty on Ehrinn Cummings. It makes me swoon. I wonder if you can even get it near the pool or beach. hmmm...



Oh. and this is my farewell pic *hahahaha*


Business Statistics by Ken Black Lalalala

Chic...and tired
Posted at 11:51 PM

Currently listening to: Balisong by Rivermaya (my bro downloaded this and I'm in love with it)

This is Paris Hilton's lip gloss (that I'm dying to buy):
I can't believe it, I sound like a teacher educating my students on make-up. Ha!
Anyhoo, I checked vogue australia's site again and found myself hooked (this is not the first time). I love the forums on make-up, fashion, and models. And just recently, I discovered that they had Street Chic. In Street Chic are pix of well-dressed people they've ("they" pertaining to Vogue aussie staff) come across in the street and photographed. Thus, the name Street Chic. I hope I'm getting my point across like a berserk professor.

Here are some pix from Street Chic that I liked:
this one's sweet and pretty

parteee clothes (nice shoes)

mix n match chic (i adore her laid back pose - its like she's telling the world: "adore me")


I think the clothes are really nice cos they're so wearable. Well, cos real people are wearing them on the streets.
Gawd, its almost 1 in the morning and I'm so sleepy. Okay, not sleepy I guess, but tired. Although I don't think a trip to the salon is even to close to a wee bit tiring (I went to the salon earlier today to have a hot oil by myself- boring). I'm probably just lazy. *haha*
Oh oh! I forgot to tell you bout my latest discovery (which I don't thik is new at all, but would love to share). I found out that Jessica Simpson recently launched her own whatchamacallit...line of unnecessary stuff? *hahaha* But seriously, its really cute. She has some lip glossies and fragances, but her specialty is lots of body cream. Whipped body cream with Candy Sprinkle, Sugar Body Shimmer, Hot Body Topping, Chocolicious Body Gloss... please, go figure! Her line's a bit nawtee that's why! Visit it here: Dessert Beauty

I wanna rest now. *sigh* I have loads of assignments, readings, and quizzes that I don't even know about. I feel tired just thinking about it...*hahaha* *yawn*
Preview, Allure, and Lucky magz Balisong

an OC, a surprise, and a beautiful artwork
Posted at 12:04 AM

I just realized that I always edit my entries once I see them posted. I see all the mistakes that just makes me freak out - wrong place of pic, unbolded (is there such a term?! haha) words, etc. I'm such an obssesive compulsive edit freak. I don't check the grammar though cos I don't read my entries once I've posted them. Too lazy.

Wow. Now, this is art.

Nerdie Gurl
Posted at 07:07 PM

Whoa! I cannot believe the last time I left an entry was last Saturday. What the hell have I been doing lately?!
Hmm...to start off, well school's been pretty hectic. I have a 10:30am to 7:30pm class which isn't exactly great. And yeah, I forgot to say that I've been sick since yesterday. *cough cough* And since I'm sick, I've got a whole lot of rashes all over me since I'm allergic to *drum roll please...* hot or warm weather. Yep! I am. And even if its raining and all, I still get it cos usually when it rains, the weather becomes really warm and I just die. Its kinda weird, but I'm used to it.
Anyhoo, no use ranting about something I can't do anything about. *haha*

My current bedside reads are:
The First Filipino: A Biography of Jose Rizal (will soon be! just borrowed one earlier today), a Theology book, Physics book, Accounting book, Calculus book (I have no choice cos we have an assignment every meeting!), Decision Analysis and Quantitative Theory II (statistics), and a writing book for my thesis paper due by the end of the semester.

I wanna get used to studying already! I'm still in vacation mode and somebody better switch if off or else I'll end this semester in tears (read: low grades boohoo nooooo). I don't wanna regret not giving my best and so I would like to be a nerd. I should've gotten in the farking dean's list last semester. But no, I had to screw it cos I got lazy during the last few weeks. Awww. Anyhoo, its okay though cos I got my highest, as well as lowest grades last year. I'm so weird. Call it extremist. I've been this way since high school.

I better go back to my books!
Summertime